I feel so relieved now.

I took my first step to overcome these hardships. Burdens, stress, pressure is too much for me once. But then its just the point I face these things for the first time, I mean everything comes in one time. I know what should I do, rather then keep on complaining.

If your are with me

You wiped off my hope, my only hope. You hate the way I act, you hate the way I seems I don't care about you, you hate that I do not know you, you hate that there's just you yourself who suffers....
Did you ever listen to us? Or should I beg for your ears?
Listen, listen here...

You are unreplacable.
I went through a lot of hardships because of you, you never know.I don't care who make the mistake, just assume that everything is my fault.
But then answer me, why we aren't friends anymore?

I couldn't let things go, I tried.
Hold on, I'll overcome this, truely.

Physics test today, not bad.

I feel lost these days. I wonder, what am I looking for in life?Im leaning against someone, til I totally forgot how tough I could be. My world is no as bright as last time, I couldn't have the passion.

I miss the way we act when you are around.We do have lots of laughthers.I comfort myself, things may be perfect without you.

Nothing can replace you, I wonder whether you know or not.
Is this called disappointed?It hurts people lot...
Maybe you went through all this pain before, and I hope that we can carry all your burden for you.Luckily I still felt the anger in me, I still have the feeling.
If you change or if you would listen, wo do not need any memory.

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Debate...debate...debate
Im so shocked to tell its almost August, OMG!!We aren't well prepare, not relly cooperative yet.

CAMBOREE 2009

CAMBOREE is over!!
Lets flash back the memories.

FIRST DAY
Reached school so so early, in rush, with messy hair.
Its so happy so see that everyone around is our friends.
Actually its quite boring for the first few hours.
Campers aren't in the situation, no one respond to the AJKs.
Our group name-Chin Min Ket, logo- Chin Min Ket, yell - Chin Min Ket.
Our ketua is bullied by us during the whole camp.
I didn't expect he is so patient.
Well, after some explanation, here comes the first game, SUPER NATURAL.
I think most of the campers is complaining this game because we are all blind-folded, sent to somewhere, sit down and keep on waiting.5 minutes, 15 minutes, half an hour, some may more than an hour.How pity...
many of the campers get mad, even Daniel too.
Next, again, again, ghost movie.
I watched it this time, and I screamed like hell.
Poor Suzanne was shock by me.
Shan Rou is much more better this time, great job.
Then, the camp fire.
Its not so good but at least okay.
But why, no one sing the Gorilla??
And why, no one come out for a dance?
Sleep after I have my hair washed.

SECOND DAY
Wake up around 5.30 am.
There is a morning exercise section.
Most of us are not doing it, just standing and yawning.
The AJKs reprimanded us,but don't they know we cant even see what are they doing.Fine.
We marched, I love this section very much.
Its quite hard to catch what is the commander trying to say.
We cleaned up ourselves and had our breakfast.
We learnt transportation.Its quite fun.
Next. first station game.
20 stations, quite a number.
I like the one, lift up the basin with water using our toe.(Anson's station0
And I like Prudencio's station too,wearing a wet T-shirt and RUN!!
Catherina's station: Saya sayang bapa, saya sayang mama.Oh, Im so sexy. Oh, my butt is so itchy!!(We keep saying this after that)
I hurted my leg at Arjunan's station.
After lunch, there is some mini games:
1. Money-money(new and fun)
2. Don't not what(not so okay, a bit annoying)
3. The Hula Hoop(We all are with holding hand,standing in circle.Our mission is to pass the hula hoop around members.First we battled Tristan, Nicholas and Kylie's group.We won.Then we won Sweeney's group and bot no.2)
Dutch Ball!!We missed this game a lot and we had it.
We are so busy aiming the boys we know.
I lost my voice because Im shouting at Chung Vui Lam, as loud as I can,so everyone would aim on him.
Lei Lei is so "high" that she took the ball and threw Tristan, almost hit his private part.
But all of us assumed that she kena his private part.
We had cooking competition.
Its easy to light up the fire since we did it before.
But then our food is not okay at all(according to the judges-Edward, Soey,Celes and Prudencio if Im not mistaken)
The current stopped suddenly, so we had our "Candle Light Dinner".
Its raining heavily the same time,activities can't go on.
Campers had their dinner in class, but we had it at the corridor.
Meals are good, much more better than the previous camp.
But someone didn't know where to get his food, so he missed it.
We sing loudly at the corridor after that, with the accompaniment of guitar from the guys far away.
All Chinese songs, poor Sweeney.
Station game again, about airplane.
A312 landing!!!
Campers have to keep on "wu" during the game.
Our group "wu" as loud as we can once we saw Kwan Lok Man, trying to annoy him.
the games are quite easy but I'll never forget the PIRAMID!!
Im the base, compressed by othes.
Supper time, some biscuits and Milo.
Sleep well.

THIRD DAY
Woke up by the sound of whistle,run down crazily and started the "Tupperway" which is much more easier and fun than "Oneway".
Same thing, water , flour, soap, kaya, toothpaste...
Our group are so "beh song" that our ketua is so dry and clean.
We kept on shouting: "Pour water to Chin Min Ket"
Once the game ends, I found that Chin Min Ket's head is full of flour am Im so happy!!
Here comes the climax.
We kept on disturb other groups.
I brought one of Daniel's member to the basketball court and let him atand there, I know I'm bad. I poured water on Chung Voon Sen's head. I disturbed Chong Yih Lip too. I stand in front him, trying to bring him to another way.But then, Sweeney told him, and Im not happy that Sweeney is so dry, then, water on him!!We also keep on laughing at Brandon Pand because his lost and keep on saying:"I want my ketua"
We bathed, and had breakfast which everone is not satisfy with.
Its just 2 pieces of bread.
We are scolded and punished because we poured water on others.
Boys are so pity that they had to do bumping for 50 times. Girls are still okay.
Station game with AJKs in different characters.
Waiter Chang Sui Zin is so sexy!
The games is in a rush, and eveything is okay but not so special.
We cleaned up the places.
Our group cleaned loteng and jejantas.
We ordered our ketua to carry water, sweep the floor, and we stand around, looking at him.
He is sweat of us.
Then, we cleaned up the class, packed up oue luggages,then gathered at astaka.
First, speech from Phang Wei Ja, then Miss Chang.
Here comes the sequence of the speech from the group leader.
1. Doimis
2. Thomas
3. Sweeney
4. Chung Vui Lam
5. Daniel
6. Eliza
7. Chong Ka Ann
8. Liew Zi Heng
9. Lee Mao Duan
10. Joyce
11. Ivy
12. Chin Min Ket
13. Tristan
14. Nicholas
15. Kylie
Prizes:
Best male camper : Chong Yih Lip
Best female camper : Wong Mui Kee
Best leader: Chong Ka Ann
Best group: Group 8 (Liew Zi Heng's group)
Cooking Competition Group 9 (Lee Mao Duan's group)
Then, group photo in our camp T-shirt(very nice, thank you Soey)
Here ends the camp.

Thanks for the commitee members, service team, teachers, leaders and campers.
There is a thief, stole Suzanne, Michelle and Philip's handphone,and Phang's camera.
Hope that he will being caught.
Ivan hurted his leg,it seems so painful.
Love the CAMBOREE very very much, had lot of fun and laughthers.

P.S. Goodbye

Tomorrow will be the CAMBOREE CAMP!!
Im so excited.

I felt you, beside me.
I wonder this is true or fake.
I try to go on alone when you aren't with me neither in my sight.
I found I can actually alive.

I hope you'll always with me.
But than I know that we'll face seperation.
Time to say GOODBYE... you'll always in my mind.