Exam is around the corner and I, the lazy worm had started to do my revison.Unexpected.There wasn't ant test I consider important, the thing I care is just exam.Fine, I still have few days.

Who am I to you?All the things we had didn't mean a thing to you.I couldn't believe that Im in your book.You trying to comfort me?This is the first time ever I think of giving up,but NO,I didnt want to.

Avoid, avoid further contaction with you, please..I shouldn't have hoping something from you.This cause the starting of disappointment.

My current life is so good for me.I know you suffered, so please release it, walk out and you will see the sun shines.There is no any big deal, let go.

Its not your fault neither me, please forget about this. Maybe one day you'll know,we are requested too much.

Let go and let go.Open the holding hands,let things go.What for we stop here?Give up doesn't mean anything, I still care.

Yesterday we had a meeting with Miss Teoh. I learnt a lot from her words, honestly.There is a way we can be a good president, a good vice-president and a good committee.I no longer hate the one-day camp. Instead, I'll put on my effort.

Im in study mood now.Chemist, here I come!!~

What will you do if you are forced to choose between love and friendship?I wonder why is this answer so necessary.None of them will be chosen.

You keep on blaming me on the same stuff.I did explain isn't it?You close your ears, insisted you words.So now I give you my respect, I listen and keep quiet.Take what you want.My feelings on you depends on your feeling on me.

None of us have the right to critic people. No more murmur on who made the fault,please.

You disheartened me, I give up, totally give up. It wouldn't be any incentive for me to save this relationship.I didn't say that you are wrong, why should you blame us?I don't feel like you are happy, are you?

Ever leant against you so much , ever suffer a lot.But now, I went through it. I met people that are now very important for me, whom can actually replace something I lost.

You said I take someone more important than besties, so did you right?Yes, someone may be the most important person for us, but it doesn'e mean that you guys are replaced.There are still something that are unreplacable.

I never want to curse neither hate, better let go and just forget.

Ever missed someone so much,I wouldn't describe this as love.As you said, the word LOVE is so serious.

Today me and Suzanne went to the Quartet Music Festival.Performances are good and I got a conclusion : Music is always in our soul.

Finally, my last birthday present came.I piereced my ears in tears. We left Yu Yuan at around 3.30pm, took a bus to Bandar Maju. What the hell is happening, Borneo Dispensary didn't open...LOL!I get more mad when I know that Sweeney is at mile 4, and Im going to get my ears pierced at mile 4...S***, I came from there..Fine, take a bus again.

Reached mile 4 AGAIN!!We walked to the pharmacy, seeing they were already there. Okay, the salesgirl asked me to choose my earrings. Please, I had no mood to choose.Sweeney chose it. I sat on the chair, being so nervous,with extreme fast heart beat.Oh no, the girl come, with all the things, alcohol all those. She first adjust the position, she asked whether the I satisfy on the position on not. I just simply say as you like. When she pierced my ear, I cried..Its damn painful, who says it wasn't any pain.You cheat me.OMG, one more ear..Suzanne laughed like hell, Sweeney the same, Daniel was some where, I mean totally not in our situation.

Fi..fi..finally, I walked out from the shop.I think the guys was too za dao of me. Happy Birthday he said.Happy???Its so horrible.Anyway, thank you. This is one of my birthday presents.

Second, glass thingy from Brandy. Im so touching. Everything comes in a surprise.This is what a friend called.

Third, 2 handphone hangers from Daxter.He bought it at KL last year. Its...er....Im happy he gave my something,he still remember my birthday. He is the only want who gave me present on 6-9-2009.

Then, Lip. Surprise again.Never think of this guy will give me present, but he did. Chocolates and chocolates. Er..Im getting...

Fourth, Dexter and Daniel Tan. They bought me a cake, cheese cake.I love that a lot because I had no birthday cake for thousand of years.I felt so good to blow a candle and make wishes.This make me think of what happened when I was a little girl.

Fifth, a present from Hui Ping Jie Jie, thanks a lot.I bet she loves children a lot.

Happy Birthday!!

Died of tests.I better ignore them, focus on my exam. Will start group study again next week,may the gang get serious on it,stop talking so much like last time. Many weak subjects that I need to improve, Malay, History, PHYSICS, Add Maths, English even Chinese.LOl, so many.

Start jogging again, actually we jog like crazy. By thw way, one day camp for the Chinese Society is around the corner.Damn hate it, me myself as a president is spiritually weak. I had no interest to carry out this kind of boring activity yet I have to do it. I love Chinece New Year Celebration more, the committees had a lot of ideas on that stuff which is new, creative and feasible.Love them so much!!

Im going to have two holes on my ears tomorrow.Piercing, which I opposed so much last time. Im doing it now, what a self-contradict person. How crazy it is , this kind of thing...

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As what Miss Laurence said : Take the road which is not taken. I did think deeply on her words.

Well, still go to school as usual. Ended up the day with more laughters.I found that I didn't hate Physics so much as last time, give my self a clapping hand. Account, I gived up.Its not my bowl of rice and Im not going to be an accountant.DROP IT!!!

Somemore presents I received, its so strange that all from guys,show that apart from my besties, my friends are mostly guys. LOL. Will talk about the present later.

Addicted on computer games, as teacher said clever students usually play computer games so I should continue.Waiting for the DOTA...

Happy 16, girl!!

Wow,I just turned 16. Its wonderful for me. So,should I let my birthday go in this way?I suppose not.Actually I did nothing today.Anyway, I felt so warm on all the wishes.Wait, where's those from the sisters? They forgot??duh..

Talking about presents, I only have 2 currently.Never mind, its better than none.I wish to have some tomorrow..Haha, forgive my greed.

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Get myself a birthday cake :)

Celebrated my birthday just now,with Suzanne and Sweeney.We went to Encore, and waited the King of the gang for more than half an hour.We sang a lot of songs, but most of the time Im sitting, pressing the remote control, listening to their sweet voice.We walked to an unknown bus stop when the sky is getting darker and darker.Im quite worry that time,girls will easily think of something badin this kind of condition.

After that we went to Citiclub for dinner,Brandon joined us.I don't reallly like the atmosphere between us. a Everyone seems boring.Did I bored you guys??HUH..Anyway, its still a great time with them.So, after that we had our ice-creams. Im satisfied on that RM1 ice-cream at the roadside instead of the dinner in the high class restaurant.LOL.

Its something different for my birthday which I have to walk a lot, doing stuffs that are totally different from those I did for the past of years.Its memorable, especially the ice-cream, I have special feeling on it, I just don't know how to express.

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p/s : TQ Brandon for the surprise present.

Listen to the thunder

My darling September is now full of works.Im worrying that I couldn't adapt to these lifestyle.Im damn sleepy now. I do not believe my will power much.People out there, so do you still think I'll intentionally pass up my works late?Ouch, Im finding reasons for myself. So, I'll try out these things.

Gonna to be 16 soon, planned to go Encore.A good day for me..