English for today's exam. Still okay, Im still alive. Anyway, I can't pay my concentration. My mind keeps on flying away.Gosh, I hate myself.

My thought is such a mess. I didn't, never, want to think of you. But why?Something I just couldn't stop.I think I need to change the way I treat you,a way not more than a CASUAl friend be.Maybe it will be better.I can only try...